im bored……again….good lord

I AM BEYOND BORED!!!!! I am lame and hav nithong to do. Well nothing is really new, except about two or so weeks ago or however many, i hung out with blake, and i had a blast….i know i was quite a while ago but i enjoyed myself =] Well lets see…o i think i am failing math, ya i have never been to good at that. I wish knowledge just came tous regurlarly so we woodnt have to go to school but we would still have to make the same amount of friends… well started to write a book and i havent really doen ne thign with it lately but here’s some of it…

15 years, and I still don’t find my life to be the least bit fascinating. It’s like a roller coaster ride that stays upside down on the loops. I just sit there buckled in, while all the blood rushes to my head. In reality though, it’s more like confusion. Always moving here and there, while watching all the boxes getting “filled” with less of my belongings. It’s quite depressing really, just seeing how much you had at the beginning, and how little you have at the end. But oddly, I have never moved to another state. I just move to a new neighborhood down the street. I mean of course I keep the same friends, but I never seem to keep the same home. I honestly don’t know why I constantly move from one place to the next. Half the time I either think my mom just isn’t satisfied with her new boyfriend, or it’s my fault that I can’t appreciate my lifestyle. Maybe that’s my problem. I can’t appreciate anything I have. For Pete’s sake, I should be thankful that we can at least afford all the apartments and homes we have dwelled in. Maybe I should give my mom more credit for keeping Jordan and I under a roof with a decent living space. Oh, Jordan’s my older brother by the way. It’s weird though because everybody either thinks I’m the older sibling, or that we’re just twins, because we look so gosh darn alike. Once in a while I’ll even hear,
“Hey Dani! I didn’t’ know you had a hot brother?!”.
Ok, seriously, that just grosses me out. Then again, my brother thinks the same whenever he hears
“Yo Jordan, your sister’s a babe!”
But in the end, I feel a bit complimented. I would feel even more admired though, if the guy used the word pretty or beautiful. The word hot really only defines,
“ Yeah, I’d bang her/him”,
and the word pretty, beautiful or even gorgeous for that matter defines…well…actually I don’t know what they define, but it does sound more classy and elegant, but that’s just me. You can have your own personal opinion on the words hot, beautiful, cute, or whatever, I’m just saying that that’s what it means in “The Dani Dictionary.” And that’s my name. Miss Dani Haag, of Fishers, Indiana.
yeah its not all that great, but i am stillworking on it….i guess its the only thing i can do in myspare time since i ahve nothing else to do in Zionsville =[….ah just kidnap me already pls….ne one?…..heeeelllllllloooooooooooo

G’day

 

hmm. i got a lot on my mind

Hey ya’ll havent written in a while…nothing has really changed except for the fact that my mom and michael broke up and so there is the possibility we mite move back to fishers…i’m hoping so too becus i miss that place like crazy. I miss my home a lot….i never had a problem with the life i had before i moved to zionsville, but i guess i cood have appreciated more…i guess i didnt realize that i had more then needed. I had friends, money that cood at least get me into a movie and hoem with a loving mom. I should have been a better daughter and not have asked for so much from soemone with so little…but thats just me i guess..i only think about myself…or at elast thats what i think…. and its true cus there i go again using the word “i” lol…i miss seeing my true friends at school and giving tay the “nod” in the hallway…i miss shelbie who i havent seen in so long and i know i wood be closer to her if i only lived in fishers full time…i know i wood be with a boy that i cant stop thinking about becus he wood only live a couple min. away… I wood have a lot more….the only thing that ever stayed the same are my relationships with spencer and tay and katey and a few other people from youth group…i dotn like it…i dont liek it one bit. Yeah sure i am making plenty of freinds here, but none of them can remind of the ones that i have back home. ugh…pls…come get me outta this place…kidnap me do w.e u can…kidnap my mom too becus this man named michael dosent deserve her, hes not worthy of a woman liek her. so ne single guys out there who are lookin’ for a single mom with two pests for kids, give me a call

G’day

 

la de da

Hmm. well it has been quit the while since i have written in this dern thing…i guess a lot has been goin on and thats all i can give as my excuse for dismissing this blog. Well i started highschool and its actually not half bad but i still miss all my folks down in fishers. I am making some new and interesting friends and they are pretty tizight. Well rite now it is the end of labor day weekend…but i will write about all i did. On friday, unlike most schools, i had no school, so i decided that i was goin to go to lunch at tays school at FHS but nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo they wont let visitors eat lunch there…how gay is that! so then after my physical i had in the morning, intead of goin to tays school i went to einstein bagels….and well i got a bagel…and then after that i waited for the time of 3 30 to roll around and then i headed off to tays. Kenny also went there that nite. We went to the fishers park and met up with spencer mark treppis colin and marco, where we then found ourselves watching two mexicans “doing” it on picnic table…people this was by far one of the nastiest things i have ever seen…me and spencer were even convinced the girl was giving him a….well u know. Then on Saturday i got up at around 10 and got ready for the day. At about 12 i went over to Andrews house down the street from tays so that tay and kenny cood have some alone time i suppose. Then me and andrew went to gabriels next door where the most annoying kid named matt came to visit. We all jumped on Gabriels trampoline and then we all headed off to Dairy Queen where i had a chocolate shake… …yummy then on our way back to gabriels house this annoying kid matt calls me fat….well he didnt call me fat but he did call me big boned which is another word for fat and so then i got mad and called him a flat top redneck son of a female dog…only i used the actual word which i then prayed later to god to forgive me. He kept telling me this over and over again and it ticked me off becus i asked him how i was big boned and he replied idk u just are in some areas….so i about had it with him so i decided to just go back over to tays where i then got ready for blake hege’s party…and it was awesome…he had about 17 people over and we just all partied like crazy kids…soem crazy things happened there to me but i wont get into that…then later that nite at around twelve my dad piked me and justin up. We dropped him off and then once i got home i went to the bed and slept lightfully…Then Sunday i was planning on going to Blake cooks B-day but my dad woodnt take me…and so i was sad cus i really wanted to go… … but whats weird is he wood take me over to spencers… so then i went over to spencers where i met his friend Caleb who seems like a cool cat. Then i left around 8 and came home to 5 boys in my house who were all sleeping over with jordan and then i went to my room and made a sandwich and watched Bruce Almighty…ya it was a funny movie….hmm then i woke up and this is pretty much all i have been doin all day…katey was gonna comve over but there was a change of plans in that…..i dont think i have ever been so bored in my life…nope this pretty much has to be the most boringest…hmmm well i guess i will just leave now since nothing interesting has happened….G’day… ya i miss him

 

=/

Life: I really don’t know how to define it because, well, I haven’t been livin’ in it that long. I guess you could trust a dictionary and look it up, but I wouldn’t think it would define your life. All it would tell you is that life is the opposite from unliving….and yes that is basically right…but then again it’s missing something. To me, life is just one big obsticle that teaches the meaning of….well everything. It teaches you how to love how to hate and even how to be hated. My life (as defined) is one big obstacle course, and in my so called obstacle course I make mistakes along the way, and some of my mistakes hurt the people I love the most, and sometimes those people have an obstacle course to go through too. An obstacle to forgive me. Those people have to know I make mistakes for reasons that I can’t explain. We all have faults, so live with it. Let me break down my life for all of ya.

Dani’s Life:

I love my mother more than anyone and anything in this world, and I have to go through everyday knowing she’s not well. She needs a kidney transplant.

My brother, Aaron, just turned 17, can’t pay for college. His alternative is goin’ into the army.

My dad: Well I love him, but he can be one stubborn jacka$$. He practically thinks I’m a whore.

I moved about 4 months ago into Zionsville. I am now goin’ to go to Zionsville Highschool, after I lived 14 years of my life living in the district of HSE. I only know two people who go to Zionsville. I miss my friends.

I hate traveling back and forth to two different homes, in two different towns, where both parents absolutely hate eachother. I only want one home.

I like this boy named Blake, and I told him we should only be good friends. He probably hates me for tellin’ him that, but i had this feelin’ inside of me tellin’ it wasn’t gonna work. I can’t explain it’s too difficult.

And you know what I have more problems headin’ my way. But I’m here to tell all of you that we all have obstacles and we all make mistakes. Heck, some of you have it worse then me. But I’m not here tellin’ my life for you guys to feel sorry for me. No, don’t…I’m here tellin’ you all, we all have obstacles to face, and along the way, we are sure to make some big mistakes, but you gotta forgive yourself…cause that’s life.

If you can’t find the answer to your life, then there is an alternative…

            Ask Jesus

 

i got grills

 

Yes the rumor is true…i got braces…AHHHHH!!!! Hah i think I look funny, but hey what the heck, at leats i will have straighter teeth in the end =]…well nothing has really happened the past couple of weeks. Oh! I went lazor tagging with Katey, Kristin, Blake Hege, and his friend Nick. Hah we totally dominated! Wow these braces feel really weird…grr. It bothers me…Hmm. lets see…well i miss blake cook alot…Prolly too much…I haven’t seen him in a week and it has been raining alot lately and it reminds me of dancing in the rain while blake held an umbrella…but the rain doesn’t help cause I only seem to miss him more. Well highschool starts this upcoming Wed. and i am a bot nervous about that cause i am starting a t a new district where i know only some people. Ya i know this blog is short…but i’m too lazy rite now. G’day

 

pray

pretty self explainitory

 

In the Blue

Let me start off by saying I feel terribly tired and perty darn sick… i have this headache and my throat hurts and i feel exhausted and sweaty… I feel even more terrible because I had to cancel plans with my friend Ani who is visiting from Georgia to see her grandparents and she wanted to hang out with me and now because of my bein so darn unhealthy, I can’t hang out with her ={ I miss her alot too… Gosh this sucks… well hopefully she will visit again soon… Hopefully… Well yesterday i really did nothing until later that evening around 9 pm when I went grocery shopping with Britt and her mom til 11 that nite… it was exhausting because Britt is a family of six including her mom… Bren Bryce Brady and Brianna are all her brothers and sisters… and so we had three carts filled of food….each cart prolly weighed atleast 50lbs. or more…..it was exhausting but we managed to get ourselves out of the hickville walmart. What’s funny is, is that when we were on our way out to the car with these three massive filled carts, two guys that worked at walmart were pushing a line a of carts back into the store, and as they were doin’ this, one of the gentlemen started talking to the other about how his exgirlfreind was blaming him to have been the father of her baby… and then he went on saying that it’s been more then 9 months since he has been with her so it couldn’t have been his… People, this guy was the whitest trash i have ever seen. Big hick accent with no teeth and no sleeves on what was his long sleeved shirt. I swear, he would have been great on the Maury show, since that is where he truley belonged since he didn’t know whether his exgirlfriends baby was his or not… if he does end up being that child’s father, then good lord help us all. Well then I went home with Britt and her mom and helped unload the car…(pain in the a**)… and then i managed to make my way home without fallin’ over because i was so tired… then you know what happens next….I called Blake … he had to go tho pretrty early because he said he had to wake up early for soccer and all… I think I am hangin’ out with him this Friday to see that one movie Talleganda Nights…. hah I forget what’s it’s called but it is somethin’ like that…… if I do hang out with him then I will be very happy, because I haven’t had such a good week… Then later that night my other friend Blake Hage called me and so I talked to him for a while but then decided to go becasue I was tired… Then this mornin’ I woke up bein’ all sweaty and havin’ a big headache….eck… and it hasn’t gone away… and that’s pretty much when I had to break the news to Ani I couldn’t hang… I regret ever bein’ sick…ugh G’day

 

hmmm i got nuttin

Yes!!! I have finally returned from my trip to michigan which just so happened to be kick a$$!!!!! While in Michigan i climbed 700 ft. dunes and swan under and over some 20 ft. waves…..i also went kayaking like 5 billion times and i did water skiing and tubing on a friggin speed boat!!!!!! IT WAS A BLAST!!!But then after 8 long exhausting days and an 8 hour drive back to good ole’ hick Indiana, i made it home safe and sound….but my adventure didnt end there…..u know why!!!!!!!BECUS I WENT OVER TO BLAKES HOUSE!!!!!! aw how i love seeing him. he is such a great guy to be around and he gives me a comfortable feelin. He had a cook out and quite a lot of people attended this event…my friend taylor was there too so that made it more entertaining for me…then at 11 i had to suspend myself from this grand event and went home…but not until i got a hug from blake….:) that made me really happy….lets see then as usual i went to tays house for the nite and we ate popcorn and gold fish and rits crackers and a nasty slim jim…..eck…then i got tired and went to bed….then this mornin i woke up and my dad came and piked me up cus i had to go home and do some work around thu house (clean the car and house and garage) i swear im a slave then my dad took me over to my moms where i soon met up with britt and alex and angie at the pool….i didnt swim cus as u cood imagine from thu michigan trip i was tired of water….then we went over to britts and had dinner and prank called a couple of people (friggin hilarious) then i came home and sat in my room where i watched some boring TV and listened to my ipod…but my nite is not yet done becus blake is goin to call me after he is done watchin his movie….and im jealous becus he got taco bell…..:(… o well i must be goin….I AM GOIN TO THU MALL TOM. WITH TAY AND SPENCER……STD UNITE!!!!!! G’day

 

No Comment…

Yesterday was just like any other ordinary day, except for one thing…I didn’t see blake He is gone again until Friday and I am hoping that I will be able to hang out with him before I depart to Michigan on Saturday until the 29th. Dang that is a long time that I will be gone…well if ya can people just post “missing” signs of me all over Indiana…maybe the  I can come home sooner…but the again I am goin’ with my cusins who are tizight, so it shoodn’t be too bad…actually now that i think about I am quiet excited for my trip. So scratch the idea of the “missing” Dani signs. Well any way I went to the ortho yesterday so that the ortho people could get a molding of my teeth so they know how my braces should be placed. Shoot I really don;t want braces at all….especially during my Freshman and Junior year in FRIGGIN HIGHSCHOOL!!!!!!! Ugh the ortho people suck!!! Oh well look on the bright side…I will have very pretyy teeth… …then after that grand experience I went back over to my home in Zionsville and I swam and layed out for hours at the pool with my friend Britt and her two little siters Bren and Brianna then later joined by Britt’s tall boytoy Grant. We all hung around then later went on over to Britt’s house where we made this delicious turkey bacon cheese ranch sandwich and mac n friggin cheese, then watched a little of the movie “Kiss the Girls”…good and freaky movie (about a raper…but rated R so watch out!!!) Then I headed on home and watched TV and did a few sets of crunches….cus well….idk i just felt fat… and then the moment you have all been waiting for………LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA…..Blake Called!!!! Yay…..we really talked about nothign but i still loved talking with him. Then after about 30 min. he had to go, but then 10 min. after that….my friend Blake Hage randomly calls me then hangs up in under a second but then redials my number, only this time Justin called and we talked for about 30 min. and had a contest to see which guy (Blake or Justin) was rtuly my best friend…(frankly I forget who won…so hush* hush*) well I must be leaving….I am tiiiiiiired…….G’DAY

p.s. Its my dad’s Bday and we are goin to Bella Vita!!! Horray!!!

 

O Lord

Amazing….absolutely amazing….well let me start off by writing about my day yesterday and wat has happened so far today. Well yesterday i woke up and I once again ate my good o’ lucky charms, then i cleaned the house and took and shower then my guest arrived….who was my guest? Katey friggin Sandleben thats who!!!!! hah….well she came over and we got ready for what just so happened to be one of the best afternoons of my week. I went to go see the movie: You, Me, and Dupree….I thought it wood be a little bit better but it was still a pretty good movie. But the movie wasnt the best part….but holdin’ Blake’s hand was. I loved it…..he finally reached over and took my hand and locked his fingers gently around mine. It was such a good feeling …I kept playing around with his fingers and it was pretty funny. My feelings keep growing stronger and stronger for him. Then at 12 i called him and we talked….welll….about absolutely nothing, but i didnt care what we talked about. Being on the other end of the line with him was all i needed. Then i woke up today and once again i poured me a bowl of charms. Then later me and katey went to my neighborhood pool and swam. O and i didnt just get wet…..I GOT TAN!!!!! kinda….:)….G’day