It Was Only 15 Min.

Early this morning I once again woke up to the sounds of Tay’s hom fone ringer…I swear that fone never stops ringing until I am fully awake to not even care about it anymore. Well I also made soem Kick Butt brownies today at Tay’s house before I got kicked out because she wanted to spend soem time with Kenny before she would leave for Lake Erie….I also wanted to spend soem time with her…but i guess not, so i will be missing her a bunch. Then my friends Chase and Justin picked me up from her house and they drove me over to my other best freinds house…Katey!!! And let me tell ya….Chase isnt an experienced driver…lol….espacially when i had to sit in thu middle while he was shifting the stick to his truck that just so happened to be placed right between my legs…yeah totally uncomfortable. Then me and katey headed over to the mall for about an hour or so and we ate our usual delicious burbon chicken…yum yum and later we romed around the stores where we eventually found what is now Katey’s new headband…lol it looks really cute on her. Then at the last fifteen minutes of being at the mall, we met up with Blake and his friend Brandon. It was only fifteen minutes that i got to hang with blake and yet i loved every second of it. Just knowing that he was there made evry moment amazing. Yesterday me and Tay and keny all went over to his house where we danced in thu rain on Blakes basketball court. Hah…what made me laff the most was thu fact that blake brought out an umbrella for his convenience of staying dry. Well that didnt exactly work out because i hugged him while i was soaked from the downpour and numurous amount of times i stole the umbrella from his hands. At soem moments i was really colse to his face while i was attempting to make my next move on stealing that umbrella of his. I kept thinking to myself,”No don’t kiss him, just not rite now it’s too soon.” Of course it was too soon because well…..we havent even held hands yet. Last nite he tried….but it ended in a failed attepmt becus the movie we were trying to watch never did start…so we sat there watching the menu boared while having pillow wars. They were very entertaining.:)….well i must be goin..idk why but i feel i have said too much for 5 min…..G’day

 

Out of BORE!!!!! Hip Hip Horray!!!!!

Ok so i am finally out of the house and actually doin’ soemthin! Aw it makes me fill up with glee . Well last night I talked to Blake on the phone….wow we had some crazy fights….not literally fights, but just joking around arguments I suppose you could call em’. It made me so happy though that I got the chance to talk to him. Every time I do i feelings for him grow stronger and stronger….i love the feeling of knowing that someone actually feels the same way as i do about them. It just makes life seem better and more worth while. Trust me talking to him on the phone is completely worth while, and hanging out with him and being able to see him makes my day brighter. There is just something about him I can’t resist…hopefully it will soon be discovered, but i am on the verge of finding out. Well right now I am at my mom’s office working and making the cash roll in, (even though by cash rolling, i only mean about $30). Then later tonight I will be with my good friend Taylor …gotta love that girl cus she has always been there for me. Thenlater i hope to attend my youth group to praise the lord. Yay for Jesus!!! Well I best be goin ya’ll….G’day

 

I Can See Angel Tears on My Window

Once again I have to go through the day doing absolutely…..NOTHING….but there is one highlight of my day that keeps making it more interesting, the rain. It’s gloomy outside and yet I find the weather to be…spectacular. I love storms and everything about them. “They are just bowling in heaven,” as my mother would always say, and she’s right. The bowling ball rolls and it creates thunder and then it hits all the pins done and makes a strike, and of course that creates lightning. But the best part about storms is the rain. I love it when it rains, it makes me relaxed and layed back. It also keeps me quiet, so that’s something my mom looks forward to. Hmmm, I don’t know why but the rain makes me miss Blake even more. Good Lord!!!! That kid needs to come home already…:(…Okay so there is this fly in my house that has been buzzin around for more then two days…AND IT WON’T DIE!!!….i have swatted at it with books and mouse pads and every other study supply I can find. OMG……ITS THE INVINCIBLE FLY!!!!!!! DUN DUN DUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay well I have to go….idk why but i find myself to be too busy to write….I will continue later. G’day 

 

I Have Dull Days

I hate it when i have nuthin to do cus well…….there is nuthin to do….I have been flipping through channels all day and so far all I am finding are kiddy shows and reruns of Runs House…hah i really don;t even like that show. Well lets see besides surfin the channels all day, i also cleaned the house (i’m a clean freak) and i made my specialty…..MAC N CHEESE!!!!aw man i adore that stuff. But besides today, what will i be doing this week? Hmmm. Well I plan on goin over to Blakes i think either Thursday or Friday…:)….he is such a great guy….there are so many good qualities about him!!!! It’s incredible! Welll yes this is quite a short post, but I need to go blow dry my hair…ya’ll have a “funfilled” day…something that won’t be happeneing to me….

 

mmmhhhmmmm

I hate it when you try explaining something to someone but you cant find how to exactly say it without it not making sense. I don’t know why I am writing about this but its bothering me so I might as well. Like you know the word you are wanting to use to explain all that you are trying to say and yet that one certain word you are looking for is just a lost piece of your mind. Like you know the word, and yet you don’t. But when you explain something and it does come out with that certain word, you feel extremely smart and yet at the same time you think, “Wow this person must think I spent a lot of time on my hands to make what I’m trying to explain sound reasonable.” Heck I don’t even know why I am writing this. I guess its because I have nothing else better to do since my brother is a complete dimwit and my mom is too old to play hide and go seek with me any more. Hell I’m too old to go play hide and go seek any more. I am 14 years old and I can’t even find a play date. How lame is that? Or is it the fact that I am now living in Zionsville where none of my friends live except for my next door neighbors Brittnee and Brady. Well now that I am writing in my spare time, I might as well write and entire book about all I‘m thinking. I think its funny how my book started out with how I hate trying to explain something without it not making any sense. I guess you could call me random since this book pretty much is. I also like how I started this book off with no editing corrections. Hell who cares its not like so many people are gonna read it anyways. I might as well talk like I’m on aim, but then again I would at least like people too understand what I am saying, but half of you are probably already lost anyways. My name is Dani and I guess you can say that’s not an uncommon name for a girl, but my real name is Danielle but I figured there were too many girls in world with the name Danielle so I thought that maybe if I changed it into a regular boy name then people would respect me more as an independent women. But then again I’m not a girl, not yet a woman. Darn Brittany Spears all you can think about are her annoying lyrics in your head all day since they are played too many gosh darn times on the radio, or they are quoted too much by gosh darn Brittany wannabes. Like “Oops I Did it Again.” COME ON BRITT NOBODY TAKES THAT SONG SERIOUSLY!!! They either think it’s a song about passing gas, or they either think its a song you wrote while you were having sex. When I was younger I always listened to that song, but now that I’m not a girl not yet a women, I find that song ferociously annoying and I believe that all of her CD’s need to be destroyed. All she is doing is encouraging young smart gorgeous girls to become slaves; that’s quoted by the song “I’m a Slave for You.“ Brittany this is modern day, there are no slaves , so get over yourself. Gosh whet else bothers me in my life…well my dad for one…he is such, ugh I can’t even explain…. He thinks he knows everything about anything and let me tell ya, he knows did squat. He seriously has not even lived reality and it bugs the crap out of me whenever he talks about my mom in such bad ways. He tells me all these things about her that I would seriously never believe, like how she was trying to create him as a “temporary“ dad. Well bullshit dad that’s the last thing that I wanna hear come out of your mouth. Other then that, I would actually like nothing to come out of his mouth, because every other word he says either involves the “f” word or the “gd” word, and I don’t have very high standards for those words at all. They make you seem like white trash. Sure I may say the “f” word here and there sometimes, but that’s only when I really need to say it. Although it’s mainly only appropriate for when you stub your toe, because…well…you have to admit, that’s the first word that comes to mind whenever that happens. The “f“ word even comes first to a Pastor’s mind because it hurts so gosh darn bad, and notice how I substituted the “gd” word with gosh darn. Sure it may make you seem more like a hick, but it’s better to seem more like your from the gosh darn south then it is swearing to god. Which brings me to the fact that God is a great man. If he didn’t create the world, then we wouldn’t have the resources to think up of the fascinating meal of Mac “n” Cheese. Wow…I love Mac. It is by far the greatest thing to ever be invented on this planet…besides pads and tampons of course. Hey ya know what’s gross? AHAH! MICHAEL JACKSON! That guy is one sick freak, but I’m totally not as sick and twisted as he is. What the heck happened to his skin? Is skin cancer honestly that bad?! I mean I have seen some pretty weird things in my days, but he is by far the most fowl looking creature I have ever laid eyes on. How could somebody be so cute in his earlier days, and then end up having a plastic nose that’s dangling on its end. Michael, words of advice; if you’re gonna get plastic surgery, get a good doctor that will at least make ya look reasonably handsome, cause if I ever saw you walking down the street, I would definitely mistaken you as a discombobulated mannequin, And trust me, you don’t see those too often. Kind of like Bin Laden, we never see him any more. Then again we still haven’t found him. Hah he is probably dead by now. Wait, why are we at war again? Hey people!!!!!!!! Pray for those men and women who are fighting for our country. But I am tired of having to see a new, News Report everyday on TV about another car side bombing or another soldier’s life being taken away. Man i want our soldiers home, because I miss half of the population of our country, kind of like how I miss those old cartoons I use to watch everyday as a youngster. You know what I would love to see on TV again…Popeye the Sailor Man. Now that guy could kick some serious ass. I mean who knew that spinach could give ya such a power boost. Well Popeye is one heck of a guy. I love the fact the creators of the cartoon used the most disgusting vegetable in the world to make him strong. Maybe they were trying to influence us kids to eat our spinach. Well they really didn’t influence me because I hate that stuff. For all I care, they can throw away all of the cans of spinach in this world. I mean honestly what normal kid replies to their mom whenever she asks them what they want for dinner, “Oh mommy please make spinach!” Okay no offense to the kids whoever say that, but seriously, ask her to make something that’s not pathetically a piece of garbage, like asparagus…now that stuff is good, especially when it’s grilled. Actually now that I think of it, what isn’t good that’s grilled. Burgers, hot dogs, pork, ribs, and my all time favorite of them all, STEAK! It’s all good cooked on the grill. I could definitely go for some Sullivan’s Steakhouse right about now. They make the best steak in this world. I wonder how they make it to such perfection. Why can’t everything be perfect? Like people, why do we have to make mistakes? Well actually I know the answer, and it’s to learn from our mistakes, so I guess the reason we make them is to only make us smarter. But then again I thought Brad Pitt was the most perfect guy in the world, until he broke up with Jennifer Aniston, and went on to Angie “big Lip” Jolie. Dude what is wrong with you! Jen is absolutely perfect! She is way more gorgeous then Angie and she most defiantly has the sweeter personality. Plus, she doesn’t adopt Asian or African kids. Not that that’s a problem, but I mean I would hate growing up my “mom” wasn’t really my mother. I mean when Angie’s kids grow up, of coarse they will immediately know they were adopted because…well…their mother is white and their brothers and sisters are either Black, Italian, Chinese, or Iraqi. Come on Angie give it a break. Stop taking all of the children from other countries, because sooner or later we will have a population boost while every other country will be wondering where all of their people went. Plus, there would be too many foreigners running around, and our new language would be Afritalianese, or something like that. Gosh that would suck because I would hate having to learn a totally different language that originated from five other countries. Man, I haven’t even been to five other countries. I really need to start saving up money and getting the heck out of America because our country is screwed up. We are greedy and fat and that’s all their is to it. And besides the too many McDonalds we have on every corner of our streets, we need to start walking to work and stop wasting so much gas and releasing nasty fumes into the air that kill the ozone layer. I mean come on people! We are going through global warming right now, and the Earth is seriously going to end in the next 50 years or so if we don’t do anything about it. Oh wel w/e let’s just blow ourselves up…..well i will add more later to this book of
“Everything That Goes On In My Mind”…….c ya!!! :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

 

A poem i like to call mine

 ”This Will Be The Last”  
Written By: Dani Haag

So maybe we’re all crazy,
But we all have our different days,
Where we just wanna get ticked off,
And go our seperate ways,
But time is too short to ever let go,
Of all the times we’ve had,
When we’ve laughed,
When we’ve cried,
And of all the good and bad,
So take a moment to draw in
All that’s gonna be left,
And forget of all the saddest moments,
When you’ve felt bereft,
Cause this my friend is the very last,
That i will ever see your eyes,
But don’t forget our foolishness,
And always remember our last good-byes.

 

It’s Just a Song

 ”Please Don’t Forget”
Written By: Dani Haag 

Trouble…It gets behind me at the wheel,
And I’m the first one to
Fall and break into pieces of your heart,
So take the ashes of my eyes,
Spread them on memories that we shared,
So that I don’t forget the beauty of
all places where we held hands.

Now…If you look deep inside my eyes,
You’ll see the tear drops of my love for you
Til the day that I die,
So take my hand and hold me tight,
Don’t let go or you’ll lose me then,
I just don’t wanna forget the beauty of
All places where we held hands.

So when you finally let go,
I’ll be counting my troubles alone,
But I’ll always say you in my prayers,
Cause a love like this my friend could never end.

Darlin…I love you more then you love me,
The look in your eyes are gentle, but cold and sweet,
So take the ashes of my heart,
Put em’ in a box bury it in sand,
Just don’t forget about the beauty of
all places where we held hands.

 

:)

Have you ever been so happy, that smiling becomes your daily work-out? I just started this new routine, and it has definatley made a makeover, but not in my body…but in my day…in my life. You can now call me tha happiest of all happies in the world. Thank you….for making me…all i have ever wanted to be…someone who can now view life as a fascinating tapestry of words, that are so little, but can mean so much.

 

I Write at Night

Well it’s 10:46 at night…and it is a mighty fine night…..i love to look at the moon…Idk why but the moon reminds me of evrything about my mother. My mom is amazing….i love her more then anyone else in this entire universe. I couldn’t live a day without thinking about how wonderful she is and how much she has sacrificed for me. She has been through so much stuff in her life, and in a few weeks her life will be at risk. I pray that God will be by her side throughout the day and night, handing over all his has to offer her in her life. I pray that she will begin what is to be a new life. I pray that she will then have the energy to accomplish all she has tried to perform.

I pray that she lives each day knowing that God was there for her when she needed him the most.

 

Brotherly Love

 hey just wanted (for some strange reason) to give a pic. of my two lovely brothers Ross(the hippie) and Jordan(the Rocker)